The hero in my heart

My hero is my life...that's my dad.
My dad makes me born to be a human in order to see this wonderful world.
He gave me everything I need without any trace of blame.
He sacrificed everything without any trace of regret. 
He is my source of inspiration. 
He is my hero not only because of who he is... but what he did.
He always look for the best... he did everything very well until no one knows what he can't.
 He gave me and everyone else the benefit of the doubt.  He not treated everyone with respect as he won't respect people who didn't respect him too...
Right from the time I was a child to today, his qualities of kindness, empathy, generosity and compassion have had a deep impact on my life. 
He protect me with love and care. 
I didn't know why my dad would know everything.. but when I couldn't understand some particular stuff, words, sentences, maths, physics... he can answer me very well..
He is my best teacher, my best coach , my best friend, my best artist ,my best tutor,  my best hero in my life!
Even though sometimes he did angry of me... scolded me... 
But I know... his love... was the starting point.   I know that he loves me

more than the other and he never hates me when he was angry.
I feel like I'm the luckiest human is the world because I have my dad! 
I am lucky to have him as my father. I love you! 

Today's thought

I'm afraid... day by day... time flies... time passing by everyone without let us knowing ...

It's June right now.... 19 of June...

2 months later gonna sit for trial exam... and soon SPM ...

I worried of my studies... and worried of my life.... and ...same to my parent's ...

Sometimes I did feel..happy because 6 months to go ... 

I can finally throw my uniform away...and finally I can say GoodBye to my secondary school....

How cruel... 

But.. on another hand... I am worrying about my life without my parents once I step into new stage of life..that is my college life in a booming city- KL. 

I can't imagine how am I going to live without them....

They are my everything... I can do nothing without them... 

I need mum's hug before I go to bed... I need dad's concerned , caring and guiding.. 

Everytime during my 'hard' time -sitting for exam... my daddy mummy would be very worried about me and stressed...

When I cried because I got no enough time to study , daddy would ask me to go to bed earlier... stop revising and it's doesn't matter if I score or not... mummy would lend me her shoulder and she would prepared drinks like honey...hot milk..hot milo for me when I was revising... I'm touched... 

One silent night..as I was revising.. I asked mummy to stay beside me when I was revising... 

She came into my room and accompanied me...she even slept with me that night... Im so shocked and touched ... I really don't want to disappoint them ...

Friends

True friends can and will improve our lives...
There's always lots of statements about friendship.. 
how important friend is...for a men.. 
There's a short explanation ... 
''We must be very aware that real friendship is vital throughout life. But you can quickly discover real and good friends when you are down or when you require their assistance the most. Why? Because a real friend will not desert you when you are down, and will not turn against you in jealousy, for example, when you succeed.''  A lot of people go through life with only a few friends. It seems that some have less than that. They have no one on whom they can call in good times or bad. There is no one with whom to bounce ideas around, or to talk about deep and troubling subjects. They have no one to call in times of need or difficulty. They are at the mercy of life, standing alone.'' 

Friends... I found that it was really easy to name others as a friend but some of them don't even know the meaning of a friend.

Today.... 
one of my friend.. even though he/she didn't do anything wrongly but I got to know from others... about him/her... 
He/she has totally different character ....
Speak different things and different opinions to different people...
All I know about him/her is not really clear ... we are not really good friends actually...
but then after I got to know what kind of person he/she is...I was quite a little bit disappointed and feel like doesn't wanna speak with him/her anymore.. don't wanna see his/her face too..

Beethoven's Diary

Now...I'm gonna share to you about my Beethoven's diary.
I'm gonna talk about him in this whole article. 

Q : When was Beethoven's birthday and how old is he now? 
28 August 2012 was his birthday. I brought him home on 1st of October- that was the another day after Mid Autumn Festival party at auntie Kim's house. He was 1 month old bundle of fur when I first met him... So.. now he is 9 months old. =)

Q : Firstly, when did I decided to adopt him?
hmm...it was.. about a week before Mid Autumn festival, I went to search for a pet for adoption in PetFinder as usual... I didn't know why suddenly I asked dad to adopt a puppy, just told him that I wished to have a puppy since it had been many months since Whiskey left us.
I found him , his actual name was Panda .. before I named him Beethoven. I showed him to daddy.. and daddy like him too... so I understood more about his info then started to note down the owner's contact number. Sister had contact the owner and she went to meet the owner then brought Beethoven back .

Q : Why did he called Beethoven?
uh huh! seriously ...after Beethoven had become one of the member of our family... for... 1 week? maybe..
He still haven't got a name yet! I think of that everyday...there're some names in my mind on that moment.. ''Emerald...Beetle...Dal-li (Means moon in Korean) .....or his actual name Panda....''  After that ... something remind me of the St.Bernard - Beethoven! I watched the movie before and the St. Bernard called Beethoven! so I decided to name him Beethoven x) actually I quite like the name Emerald.. ..haha! But Beethoven is cool ... =)  I wonder does Beethoven love music too? 

Q : What breed Beethoven is? 
He is actually a Border collie and mix breed mixed. His mother is Border collie whereas daddy is Mix breed.
He look exactly like a mix breed puppy.. x) His head was light brown and white in colour and his body is coated with black and white fur... it's a little bit weird match x)  his tail is white and eyes are blue .. (but only temporary) ... as he grow day by day.. the colour of his eyes changed! ....to brown ..I wonder why...still..wondering... how can the colour goes? 

Is time to share..

Long time didn't update my blog... It had been months since I last visited my blog...
My Mid-term examination finally come to the end.. left 1 paper..that's History paper1...
I didn't want to bother about it as I got no more mood to struggle...for it...=)

Tomorrow... me and my family gonna pay my brother a visit..and help him out to clean his house.. ? maybe...x) 
I gonna swim with my sister at his condo! hurrrraaaay!!
I think it's almost one year since I last swim.. TT
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How are you recently?
Seriously... we had been ...1 year + didn't meet..  everything had come to the end... there's no more hope... 
Im so curious and I wonder... did you think about the past? 
Did you miss them? .... not even a little bit ? 
I did... ...a lot...
It's really hard to forget someone..
even though it's not about love...
But I did feel that... hurt ? maybe? 
just..I did feel that ....when you are really hoping to meet someone.... 
by the moment you knew that.. it won't be any chance for us to meet... anymore...
that feeling is..really... indescribable.... 
Our relationship is getting far and far day by day...since you had left... 
Our bond had disappear ...
I know that... in the future... 
if... I mean if...
one day we meet up by the street ....
you brush pass me by the walkway....
we won't know each other....
I believe that...
and It's really an extremely sad case... 

Chinese New Year 2013 -part1 - Lovely Friends

2013 first diary ....after a month

Yes.. I'm here again after 3 months...
It's 2013 now... time flies w/out asking ...
Why am I so free today? It's was Wednesday! TGIW~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 

Best memories in 2012...
                    ... transfer to new school.....
       ....Make new friends...
                              ...tuition everyday everywhere...
      ....started to know what is stress....
             ...rushing...
    ....grow...
                  ..happy school life....
  ....Best Friends....
                .   ..Friend's love story...
                                     ... Beethoven came into my life...
               ...New Dreams....
    ....Examination...
                      ....Korea.....
These are the only good memories... still long long long sentences to go for the bad memories...