New chapter of life!

Finally ,my new chapter of life .
I need to fill in my blank pages with happiness.
And I believed that I can do it.

I have been waiting for the arrival of the day.
But when the day comes, I got really nervous and worried.
First day was kinda scary as I still dont know anyone of them.
Second day , it was day for campus hunt.
I made quite lots of friends on that day as I was not afraid anymore.
I was doing everything alone ... I'm so glad that I did it. Since I was so worried that I'm not able to stay alone .

Class started, it was fun to learn sketching in a design studio.
It's like my dream came true.
So far so good... Everything goes smooth.
I'm so lucky that I met nice people and lecturers.

Drive to university is my goal now. Gonna practise more after my lisence done.
After knowing some friends who drive to school... Started asking friend to fetch me when no one couldn't make it.
Feel bad and sorry as I don't wanna give tiehrs trouble....

Most of my friends draw very well as they were art students. Come on.. I'm from pure science...
Well.. I never learn sketching. It's just my hobby ....
I hope I'm not the weakest in the class.....
I knew some of them were from pure science too... But they still did well. Cool.

After going to university, the optimistic side of mine appears and the negative side of mine no longer appear . That's why I used to say I love busy life and I do not enjoy lifeless life.

Tiny conclusion
I just wanna have new friends of mine.. I need to be socialize.. lol

shock!

While I was typing the previous blog -Relief , I heard 'boooom! ' sound coming from the ceiling above my head.
 Following by the small white pieces of broken plaster ceiling.
It dropped on my head and fell like snow.
Even my laptop all most turned into white.
I was so shocked! I thought Im going to die.....
I shouted very loud with my hands closing my ears. I ran to the living hall .(my own reaction)
My face blanched. And so did my parents and sisters.
I never shout this loud I think...It's really scary.
We slept in my parent's room and I was still very afraid of dreaming about scary stuff.

Relief

Because of One tiny stuff, (kinda) huge argument occurred between me and my sis .
Well. nothing much to say in detail about that . that's over.

Sitting in the area infront of the house... mum and dad were sitting there listening to my story.
(I don't wanna talk much about it here )
They both gave opinions on what I've told, and taught me how to become stronger .
My dad didn't scold me even though I talked in the 'stupid' way...
which means talking and crying both doing at the same time...
why did I felt this? because last time when I was younger, he did scold me when I complained and cried ,both doing at the same time.
Last time, he scolded about anything that he thought was wrong.
I felt that my dad changed alot since I came back from Korea, the way he talk and express ...
Maybe it's because all of us are 'big' enough, we're grown..
I'm so glad that both of them listened to me till the end.
It's my first time talking that much about of my feeling infront of both of them.
Since I used to tell my mum , only. I told my mum everything about what I felt and worried.
It's good to have both of them sitting by my side listening to me.
Thank God for giving me both of them..who standing by my side always.
After talking with them, I only realized that, ........ (forgive me for not sharing)

I'll try to become stronger...
Thanks my mama n papa.