Today's Diary

It's a very cold....and silent night...

What I can hear... is just my crying voice and breathing sound.

My heart is totally breaking... had been long time I didn't cried this hard... until my lungs are painful..

I'm so disappointed w/ them ,,,

Is this the disadvantage being the youngest in the house? 

Everyone were all blaming complaning grumbling ...never think about my feeling at all..

Do you guys think.... the youngest have to bear all those things? 

I'm that kind of person... I won't admit if I didnt do anything wrong and I won't keep quiet if you're wrong.

So,

You're selfish! not me... I can be considerate .

But once I do sacrifice , who else care about it? 

If I had made a firm resolution , I won't change my mind and hate to change it! 

but I don't know why I always been forced to sacrifice my thing...Is that call selfish?? ask yourself.

My Holiday

It was a very first time, I joined form 3 friends to the trip -Legoland + Melaka.
Everyone was pretty shocked when they knew I'm joining the form 3 gang. 
Come On... I'm so friendly and there's my friends everywhere~ ( just kidding... exactly not)
Didn't know much.. and didn't think much.... I just felt like going to Legoland to have a look ..so I decided to go no matter what.
Pretty morning 3:30am ... woke up and get ready to take off from Tanjung Malim. Stayed in friend's grandma house...
At first, I was really worried and afraid... that moment...I thought... Do I have the chance to come back once I get into the bus? Not really good feeling...
The bus was Bas Sekolah ; the driver looks like a drunkard, seriously ; It was 4am , he might feel sleepy...
It's Johor, Johor... it's too far... 7 hours expected time for the journey... I felt uneasy... and started to think bundle of things... this and that....I know I worry too much...
Fortunately.. Thank God... It's a safe & beautiful journey...
Here,I'll make a brief schedule .
Day 1
Tm --> Legoland --> Hotel --> Sutera Mall --> Hotel
Day 2
Hotel --> Melaka --> Tm
a very simple and uncomplicated schedule...
Actually, It's quite boring trip for me..
But I 'm very pleased w/ my photograph ..and satisfied...
The moment when people like the photos that you took and thank you so much for those pretty photos.... I felt.. everything is worth ..enough... even though im not pro in it...and those are not really good photos... 
Capture down every particular moment... so it can help us keep our memories ... 
When you look back at those photos, I'll feel appreciate ...
Benefits of being a photographer ... I won't have ugly photos ...haha
It's benefits for me.. because I don't like others to take my photos... as you know, surely I'll non stop complaining ... Maybe for someone..it's not benefits.. should be disadvantage... 

Time to share...