我觉得我真的的是奇怪吧。
连我最好的朋友都拿样说了
伤心有什么用，当你伤心都没人理会的时候
失望有什么用，当人全都认为你自作自受的时候
生气有什么用，当没人把你当成回事的时候
讽刺有什么用，当人把它当作是你的固执的时候
性格合不来， 这句话，我终于明白是什么意思了
合不来就是合不来 有时候，真的解释不到
不懂得明白你的我 和不懂得体谅我的你

Why I needa face these...

What made me sad was....
I typed quite alot of words in my text and replied him...
he replied me 'oh i see haha '
I know that text has got nothing for others to reply... but that replied message was making people upset.

Next ,was friendship problem.  Skyping with each other discussing work, after 5 sentences sure something irrelevant pop up. Then they started to talk about that...
This really did make me mad. They should talk about those after we finishing our discussion work.
There's plenty of work to submit tomorrow... stop procrastinating .
Somemore....there's some friends who already do not understand what I meant and felt.
This is really frustrating. I said 1 she will be like forever thinking that Im actually talking about 2...
Then after this situation, another one will start to ask us stop arguing . The problem is we are not even arguing. ==
duhhh
I'm kind of fed up of this uni life.......

Deep feelin'

It had been monthsss since I last update my blog.
I didn't know why almost everytime I update, I start off with ' it had been ...... since ...'
But indeed, I 'visit' here occasionally ... not even 'often' ..
I did have lots of thinking.. and I did wanted to visit here often but sometimes just... got not time for me to do so..
or just feeling lazy.
But... I do have the habits of writing diary, calendar.. stuff like that.
So ..maybe I just a little transfer? ~~~~
Alright..well.. it must be something brought me here.
that 's.....
Let's talk.... about it..

About friends around me.
I made some genuinely good friends when I worked at part time job as a helping crew during my sem break.
They're really kind people.
Even though we just met them not long ago..but they're willing to help us out and always be there for us 24/7 ... (still, because I can't predict what will happen in the future..)
So far, they helped me alot, I couldn't remember how many times, just alot.
...on... whatever things they can do ..(e.g. relationship, friendship, assignment, food cravings... )
They are good in comforting people (I think they might not knowing this .. =) ...
They always able to make us laugh...no matter when we're feeling down, sad , emo or even angry...
They also never blame me for what I've done.(I'm not sure whether they blame me without me knowing it..... keke)
 For instant,  I used to hoping to find someone who can accompany me when I couldn't sleep at night... fortunately one or two of them always online when I need someone, then we started our conversation.... till late night... or even till morning...
The next day, not blaming but heart warming text will come first... :'）
Another thing was...whenever I found something odd , or anything bad or sad happened.
After telling them, they will start to find out solution....
They're really kind and great listeners. Each one of them... :)
And.... my seniors...
Some of them are kind, ya... so far.. I can see only 'some' ..
I'm not sure...  since I didn't really mix around with seniors.. but it's not like I dislike them or bla..
I'm just not so ...fangirl them.. lol
okay..
so... one of my senior is really kind too..
Even when my closest friend didn't care about how am I doing...he did contact me..
Comforted me , saying that after recovering , let's go to watch movie, let's go hunt for food...
It's unbelievable, at first. Since I'm really.. not so close with them...
But yay, thanks :) at least I smiled after reading at their messages when I feeling extremely boring and helpless ...
What a group of warm hearted guys.
Thank God for letting me having them as friends.

So far, I still can't imagine life without them. （haha,  maybe a little exaggerate..)
It will be boring, helpless... (this is truth)
I hope only good things will happen on them and happiness surround them always.
I sincerely wish they will have great future ahead.... =)