The hero in my heart

My hero is my life...that's my dad.
My dad makes me born to be a human in order to see this wonderful world.
He gave me everything I need without any trace of blame.
He sacrificed everything without any trace of regret. 
He is my source of inspiration. 
He is my hero not only because of who he is... but what he did.
He always look for the best... he did everything very well until no one knows what he can't.
 He gave me and everyone else the benefit of the doubt.  He not treated everyone with respect as he won't respect people who didn't respect him too...
Right from the time I was a child to today, his qualities of kindness, empathy, generosity and compassion have had a deep impact on my life. 
He protect me with love and care. 
I didn't know why my dad would know everything.. but when I couldn't understand some particular stuff, words, sentences, maths, physics... he can answer me very well..
He is my best teacher, my best coach , my best friend, my best artist ,my best tutor,  my best hero in my life!
Even though sometimes he did angry of me... scolded me... 
But I know... his love... was the starting point.   I know that he loves me

more than the other and he never hates me when he was angry.
I feel like I'm the luckiest human is the world because I have my dad! 
I am lucky to have him as my father. I love you! 

Today's thought

I'm afraid... day by day... time flies... time passing by everyone without let us knowing ...

It's June right now.... 19 of June...

2 months later gonna sit for trial exam... and soon SPM ...

I worried of my studies... and worried of my life.... and ...same to my parent's ...

Sometimes I did feel..happy because 6 months to go ... 

I can finally throw my uniform away...and finally I can say GoodBye to my secondary school....

How cruel... 

But.. on another hand... I am worrying about my life without my parents once I step into new stage of life..that is my college life in a booming city- KL. 

I can't imagine how am I going to live without them....

They are my everything... I can do nothing without them... 

I need mum's hug before I go to bed... I need dad's concerned , caring and guiding.. 

Everytime during my 'hard' time -sitting for exam... my daddy mummy would be very worried about me and stressed...

When I cried because I got no enough time to study , daddy would ask me to go to bed earlier... stop revising and it's doesn't matter if I score or not... mummy would lend me her shoulder and she would prepared drinks like honey...hot milk..hot milo for me when I was revising... I'm touched... 

One silent night..as I was revising.. I asked mummy to stay beside me when I was revising... 

She came into my room and accompanied me...she even slept with me that night... Im so shocked and touched ... I really don't want to disappoint them ...

Friends

True friends can and will improve our lives...
There's always lots of statements about friendship.. 
how important friend is...for a men.. 
There's a short explanation ... 
''We must be very aware that real friendship is vital throughout life. But you can quickly discover real and good friends when you are down or when you require their assistance the most. Why? Because a real friend will not desert you when you are down, and will not turn against you in jealousy, for example, when you succeed.''  A lot of people go through life with only a few friends. It seems that some have less than that. They have no one on whom they can call in good times or bad. There is no one with whom to bounce ideas around, or to talk about deep and troubling subjects. They have no one to call in times of need or difficulty. They are at the mercy of life, standing alone.'' 

Friends... I found that it was really easy to name others as a friend but some of them don't even know the meaning of a friend.

Today.... 
one of my friend.. even though he/she didn't do anything wrongly but I got to know from others... about him/her... 
He/she has totally different character ....
Speak different things and different opinions to different people...
All I know about him/her is not really clear ... we are not really good friends actually...
but then after I got to know what kind of person he/she is...I was quite a little bit disappointed and feel like doesn't wanna speak with him/her anymore.. don't wanna see his/her face too..