29th May,2011

Finally, can come back to my blog!

I don't know how to active my blog that day.. so I registered another blog.com.

now ...how?!

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I'm really stupid!

Why I can't do anything?

Why I always don't know how to... ?

Why?

I don't know how to be a daughter...

Now I only realise that I really don't know

how to communicate with others...

I really d*mn don't know about communication！

Generation gap？？

I really feel I'm useless! I only can do all the

useless things!

I can't do anything well!

I am just a trouble maker!

I wont let people relax who are beside me...

I only know to ask people ''Why?! why like this?!

Cant do like that?!"

WHY I DIDN'T ASK MYSELF WHY?!

WHY I AM SO USELESS!!!

Be positive? HOW?!

Why? why nobody listen to me?

Why always ignore me?!

Everyone is indifferent to me!

Everyone listened to half of what I say then

sure get away from me and ignore me...

why?!

I'm really ..tired...

please...

Believe me... Listen to me... Talk to me...

Although I don't know how to communicate with others...

....

I'm really...!

Heart- break!

why now I only know!

Sometimes I feel speechless and good for nothing

when someone not believe me...

If everyone still treat me like that...

so so...

Totally speechless...

Sorry for always make trouble...

Result.

20th May,2011

Today teacher gave us back our exam paper...

History, I get 53%. C

BM, I get 65%.B

Science ,I get 70%. B

Too bad... but fortunately I didn't fail...

My friends of course get higher marks .

Congratulation for them ^^

They really hard working.

These are their gains. haha. :D

My teacher said, don't think PMR is still very far away...

But you still have time to study hard.

Please...

She also said she will give us many many exercise and extra class for us on the coming holiday.

I felt thankful and happy.

Hope I will be possitive and be more confidence,

say to myself "I can do it" everyday.

Because... if you think you can ,you can!

18th May,2011

Tomorrow bring pan-cakes to school! ^^

I love Pan-cakes <3

Bad mood

Y everyday ask me ?

I know u were worried ...

I also wan to know the answer!

ask the person la!

Y wanna ask me.?

13rd May,2011 -12:16a.m

明天是半年考的最后一天。

刚才温习数学。

有几个不明白的，问了妈咪。

我有点不耐烦为什么那些问题我都不会。

妈咪耐心地解释给我听，但是还是有一题找不到答案。

妈咪有很多家务要做结果留下我一个人在烦。

。。。

然后妈咪说：“为什么你每一次考试都那么的烦，平时又不温习，好了，明天考试了，现在才来赶，都几点了，还不去睡！我要你现在就去，不要在做了！”

我觉得你们应该不了解我，数学是我唯一可以拿到比较高分的科目。

这是唯一一科，拿A的几率比较高。

这就是为什么我那么紧张数学的原因。

10th May,2011

Today...

Sejarah , Science paper 1 , Chinese paper1 ...

Yesterday didn't sleep.

I keep do revision... midnite.

But today I didn't feel too sleepy n too tired.

Now I feel abit tired.

But still cnt rest!

Must do revision for next day.

Science paper 2 ,Geography, KH ...

left 3 important subject only hahaha!!

happy ^^

2nd May,2011

Today forgot to go to tuition...

overslept ==lll

really speechless...

10:00a.m tuition...

10:30 wake up...

11:10a.m. only realized that today got tuition...

haix...my life~~~

I don't know what to do...

I feel nothing...

This Friday Mid-year exam.

What can I do ?

Left 4 days...

But I didn't do anything...

I walk here walk there...

Still don't want to revise...

Mood-- is my excuse...

I no mood to study.

No mood to see Maths...

No mood to revise History.

I hate it!

How?

I scare..

Wanna die...

I dunno how...

Teacher hope us can get straight A's.

They let me be Murid Harapan .

I must tell them dun think too much!

I cant!

Nobody can tell me how is my future...

I must hard working!

To make my dreams come true....

But... I cant... really..