D-Day!!

Yes! D-Day!

Finally I'm graduated.. 

start from now on I'm not a secondary school student anymore..

I'm not going to wear school uniform anymore.. 

yes... my first little dream has come true.

There's always other way to think of... 

I'm going to leave my sweet home very soon...

Feeling not really good...after I think about that....

Do I really feeling enjoy right now?

Why I'm still feeling worry? 

What am I worry about? 

I'm so afraid of being alone, daddy mummy... 

When I think of the positive part...I feel exciting...

but when it comes to the negative part..I feel extremely sad...

one...is about my future and my dream...

another one..is about my deep feelings ...

I was like...

            who's going to take care of my dogs like I did?

     who's going to have a little fight with my parents if I'm not around? 

                 who's going to help them out when they needed? 

There's so many how..who...why...in my coming life...

I'm so negative...I admit.. 

so what should I do next? anyone can give me some suggestion ?

My blog... you're my only place that can let me scream... express my feelings ...

but...you've always got no answer for my question.. it's just too good to be true..